Just another poll from curios me. If you have any expierences relevant to the topic that you want to share, go ahead. Ill just put my check in box 2 and we're off!
With everything thats happened to me in the past 4 years, I've thought about it a few times. That was when everything I kept inside for a long time exploded out and I thought I couldn't take it no more. I did run away from home twice, just for a few hours though. Most of my threats are when I'm really depressed and most of them are empty threats to myself.
Never seriously thought about it. I think it's because when I look at people like my brother (who is severely autistic/mentally retarded), I never really consider my problems to be that big.
Actuelly it doesnt matter if people are materially richer or poorer than yourself. You can still be much worse off than them in life. If bill gates was suffering from clinical depression, while some poor african child is having the time of his life making drawings in the dirt with a stick... whos really better off?
I don't know, i've never actually thought of doing it in the sense that I'm thining about how nice it would be to 'end my suffering', but i've thought about doing it in the sense that I was curious to imagine everyone else's reactions. But of course I'd never do it, my life isn't that bad. 8D
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Andrea: ....I think my kidney laughed. Sye: Your bladder told it to stop. 83
Well with the world population increasing at alarming rates... I think alot of you who answered never might think again in 30 years or so.
The worlds population is caculated to hit 9,3 billion in 2050, there isnt enough food for 9,3 billion people. That means starvation, starvation makes struggle for food, the struggle makes war, the war and starvation makes death. War and starvation is also bad for the economy which makes poverty, so the future pretty much holds death and poverty.
Meh. And if not overpopulation, global climate change will kill us. And if not that, a destructive asteroid will kill us. And if not that, the supervolcano forming under Yellowstone will kill us. And if not that, the exponential growth of technology will kill us. And if not that, widespread disease will kill us. And if not, a surprise galaxy colliding with ours will kill us.
There are many things that everyone is telling us could kill us. I'm fairly sure this has been common theme asserted by mankind throughout its existance. But we're still here. If these situations are really completeley unavoidable (which I won't immediately give absolute credit to), then why wallow over them?
I didnt say it would kill us! Its just going to make the world a very... nasty place. The problem will balance itself out because the war and starvation will take care of the overpopulation.
I don't want the world to be a nasty place! I want there to be happiness and peace and ppl vomitting rainbows! 8D
But yes, I can only imagine that there would be overpopulation in the future. But maybe we'll have worked something out by then? Maybe, before the world gets too bad, we'll have found a solution to the problem? Maybe by then we'll have sufficient technology to adequately search our galaxy? Maybe we we'll find a planet that's capable of sustaining life? Maybe we could ship some people over to that planet and form a colony? Maybe when the population of that planet grows, we'll call said planet Acmetropolis? Then maybe, one day in the year 2772, a meteor will strike the city planet of Acmetropolis knocking it off its axis, and the force of this cosmic event will unleash a new type of...
Shutting up now...
(BTW techfan, what episode did that screen shot in your siggie come from? it's been bugging me for days. XD )
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Andrea: ....I think my kidney laughed. Sye: Your bladder told it to stop. 83
Well Xtreamcrazy, your out of luck. I dont mean to sound like some sort of psychopath, but every 3 seconds someone dies of starvation IN AFRICA. Then if you plus the amount of people in the WORLD that die of starvation, then disease, then homicide... well thats a whole lot of nastieness.
I got the screenshot from a creep in the deep. Its the one with the killer dolphins.
Ah, yes, the part where Duck tries to show the team his new power and he splashes Ace in the face? (ha! rhymage)
I know all that. I went to a Poverty Convention not long ago and everyday the News brings forth a wave of horrible happenings around the world. There is a lot of nastiness on this planet and there wouldn't be a way of stopping -all- of it because of the differences in peoples' opinions of one another and the fact that we're all human and we all do stupid, stupid things. I'm just saying that the least we could do is be optimistic about it... Right?
Well, I'm going to be anyway.
Now I shall post a random smiley face to show my optimism.
8D
Yay for optimism.
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Andrea: ....I think my kidney laughed. Sye: Your bladder told it to stop. 83
Ah, yes, the part where Duck tries to show the team his new power and he splashes Ace in the face? (ha! rhymage)
The episode was called "Creep from the Deep" if you or Techfan wondered. I like the siggy pic too. Although it's meant to be naughty or something, I have a feeling what it meant but I can't say. Too rude
Well, ever since 2 years ago till now (13 to 15 years old), suicide came to my mind, Even now I feel suicidal... Everything in the world seems crashing down onto me...
Well, ever since 2 years ago till now (13 to 15 years old), suicide came to my mind, Even now I feel suicidal... Everything in the world seems crashing down onto me...
~nuff said...
I suffer from depression myself, if you wanna talk about it Techy. I probably cant solve anything for you, but talking about things always helps.
Same, but whenever I thought of it, I frantically pushed it away. I am discusted at myself for thinking that, and I get on with my life (which is great, by the way).
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Same, but whenever I thought of it, I frantically pushed it away. I am discusted at myself for thinking that, and I get on with my life (which is great, by the way).
You shouldnt be disgusted at yourself.
Its a much more valid consideration if your life ISNT so great.
Ahh... but if you are so unhappy youd rather be dead, then are you not living simpely for the sake of the people around you? If your life is so miserable doesnt it pain those around you anyway? Just another way to look at it.
But, the best thing to do is to get treatment. Depression is the most successfully treated mental illness there is. Although if its really a mental illness or not is controversy in my opion. In the old days homosexuality was listed as a mental illness, and you even gave people shock therapy for it!
Nope, never thought of it. My life's too good, and even if all that stuff happens to the world, I'd rather be killed than take my life away myself. I'm sorry if this offends anyone, but I see suicide as the coward's way out. I'd much rather live through my problems and look towards the silver lining than make it all go away and make my problems someone else's.
This topic really should go into the controversy section.
No, its definately not only the cowards way out. It all depends on who and why. There are simply some people who have nothing to live for, but pointlessly rome around in unhappieness.
Got to side with Techfan on this one, all he did was give his side of it. As far as I'm concerned however, I'm sort of on the fence. It depends on the situation, really. For me, it would be the cowards way out- I have cats that depend on me and friends who'd hate to see me go. I couldn't do that to either of them. Not saying I didn't try at one point, but I am ashamed of it, because I wasn't thinking of anyone but myself at that point.
Consider this, though:
There's a guy that stands on your street corner everyday. He's obviously homeless and begging for change. He has no family and no friends, even the dogs don't want anything to do with him. No company will give him a job because he's dirty, although he could clean up if they'd just give him a job. He has no one to talk to, nothing to do, nothing to eat, nowhere to go, and no money to buy anything with.
I don't know about anyone else, but I wouldn't want to be in that position. I'd kill myself for sure. It was hard enough those 2 years we didn't have much to eat, let alone living like that with no end in sight.
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Herr A: We didn't put a Christmas tree up, nothin'. We went to the beach. It was wonderful. BUT... I got in water up to my... crotch area, and when that wave hit ALLLLLLLL my business went running towards my intestinal tract...
Yes, but should you live YOUR life for THEIR sake, when you'd otherwise kill yourself?
I'm condradicting myself abit here, since I've dedicated my life to mankind, but living your life only for the sake of your friends... is something else.
Would your friends want you to live your life when you wanted to end it, just for them?
Yeah, but I've got to admit, that was pretty much the only reason for living at that point was the joy I got out of knowing SOMEONE cared. Now it's because I may just be getting help. Yay! Pills! Pills will make me happy. I hope... :/
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Herr A: We didn't put a Christmas tree up, nothin'. We went to the beach. It was wonderful. BUT... I got in water up to my... crotch area, and when that wave hit ALLLLLLLL my business went running towards my intestinal tract...
I do. I'm sick of being moody and everything else. DX I want to be me again... I'm crazier than this, I'm more upbeat and fun... bi-polar maketh I sadness and all blagh. Except when it makes me too crazy... O_o
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Herr A: We didn't put a Christmas tree up, nothin'. We went to the beach. It was wonderful. BUT... I got in water up to my... crotch area, and when that wave hit ALLLLLLLL my business went running towards my intestinal tract...
Yes, but should you live YOUR life for THEIR sake, when you'd otherwise kill yourself?
I'm condradicting myself abit here, since I've dedicated my life to mankind, but living your life only for the sake of your friends... is something else.
Would your friends want you to live your life when you wanted to end it, just for them?
1.) As someone who has had a close friend commit suicide I can tell you it's not exactly a terrific thing to go through.
That being said.
2.) Having the knowledge that there are people who care about you is a damn good reason not to commit suicide.
No, its not nice, but would you rather have jessica lived a life she wanted to end for your sake?
If a person finds sufficient comfort in that fact, fine, but I dont see it as any reason to continue a life so bad you want to end, being a severely depressed person I know this.
*sigh* I've been thinking of commiting it since i was six. Gone close to commiting i must say... I'm actually still thinking of it. But the worst thing i've ever done is a kinda deep cut on my thumb. I could never go further than that...
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Ehm... I've been thinking and... ehm... Nevermind...
I've never thought of doing this. And of course I won't do that to myself.
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