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Stylediva127 · MagykWire

RE: Suicide

techfan979 · MagykWire

More than every 3rd person voted that they had though about doing it... thats alot.

Shirako · Anthros

Hmm...actually, I never really thought about commiting it until now. My life has always been harsh since I was four or five years old. The event that happened two years ago made it worse. I pretty much stopped feeling any type of emotion, but now that you mention suicide, I feel strange.

Also, suicide is illegal, correct? If someone successfully commits suicide, who are they going to arrest? A corpse?

techfan979 · MagykWire

Depends on which country.

Your emotionless state is probably a result of depression.

Shirako · Anthros

I never really felt too depressed in my life...just in small bits and pieces every once in a while. Otherwise, it was just major confusion and a little bit of anger. But now...I am pretty cold-hearted. Let me give an example.

If I see someone crying about losing a boyfriend/girlfriend and they make a huge fuss about it, it makes me disgusted. I mean, if you break up, you and your boyfriend/girlfriend were not meant to be. "OMG, we broke up! *Sob*! I hate my life!" Um, no. Just because you break up with someone does not mean that you should hate your life. There are people who are far worse out there. Get over it.

Also, my example actually happened in school once.

As for committing suicide, I feel odd for thinking about it.

techfan979 · MagykWire

Well only a psychologist can confirm that.

Bandkanon · Amazing

Yeah, I remember feeling suicidal for two minutes. Then I'd realize that my death would be a burden to my family, and quickly get over it. In the end, I decided I should live just for the sake of enjoying it. No serious lifetime goals, no stress over the fact that I'm not accomplishing anything... Just to watch the seasons pass and delve in silly interests. So then, when my time finally comes, I'll be able to say "that was fun" and move on.

And yes, I'd rather die under the wheel of a speeding SUV driven by a brainless soccermom (walking to the Market on my own street) than by my own hand any day.

techfan979 · MagykWire

Why do you feel dieing by your own hand has less-dignity?

Bandkanon · Amazing

No... I just don't want to die while I'm unhappy. I'd rather die completely oblivious...until the last second, in which I see a big vehicle coming at me. >.>;
Then it would be quick, painless, and still a little clueless.

Dragon Wing · Gone

Bandkanon wrote:

No... I just don't want to die while I'm unhappy. I'd rather die completely oblivious...until the last second, in which I see a big vehicle coming at me. >.>;
Then it would be quick, painless, and still a little clueless.

Signed!

techfan979 · MagykWire

We all would prefer to die in different ways.

I just know I'm either going to die of cancer or suicide.

Shirako · Anthros

How deliciously morbid. I hope to die as I turn 35 years old, which will take a long time. I would hate to become a senior citizen. As for how I will die, I am unsure. I might die from a school shooting or by getting stabbed to death by a random person.

techfan979 · MagykWire

35? That would be waistful, theres still lots of good years after 35.

Dragon Wing · Gone

techfan979 wrote:

We all would prefer to die in different ways.

I just know I'm either going to die of cancer or suicide.

What if you got hit by a bus and died?

RIGHT NOW?

techfan979 · MagykWire

A bus? In a suburban neighborhood on the second floor???

If I did get killed by a bus now, it would definately make an infamous own3d picture.

LoonaticsF · Loonatic

Heh..
Actually lot of people have thought about doing it even once in their lives...
I had some friends who seemed completely satisfied with their lives, until i asked if they had thought about commiting it...
I was surprised to see that three out of four had thought atleast once about it...
You never actually know who thinks and who doesn't...

techfan979 · MagykWire

Nope. What people show on the surface can be very misleading.

LoonaticsF · Loonatic

Well... That's very true...

Shirako · Anthros

techfan979 wrote:

35? That would be waistful, theres still lots of good years after 35.

Maybe for you. I died completely on the inside, so I do not really care much if I die at 35...unless a miracle happens where I suddenly get revived and start to enjoy life.

techfan979 · MagykWire

I didnt mean for me. If I didn't have a purpose with my life I would have killed my self a looong way back.

I'm just saying theres potential.

Shirako · Anthros

Potential? Do you really think so? Hmm...Well, Julia would be pretty mad at me if I said anything about dying at 35 out loud...or if I wrote it down anywhere besides the CPU.

techfan979 · MagykWire

I've seen happy 90 year-olds, so of course theres potential.

Shirako · Anthros

Well, maybe. But I do not want to live that long; I do not want organ/limb problems. My grandmother suffers from having bad knees; she needs a cane and help to walk around. It is a shame, really; she used to travel a lot. She even went to Egypt.

dOMITUPSYK · Loonatic

Even if I do get cancer or diabetes, I'll still live to be at least 90. It's almost guaranteed.

-The only reason my great-grandmother died was anesthesia.
-My grandmother has had both cancer and diabetes, and she's still kickin' (well, not so much "kickin'" as hobbling. X3) at 81.
-My mother has diabetes, and she's livin' (she's 54)

O_o My mom is 54 and I'm not quite 19. AWK-WARD... Anyhoo, I'm sure I'll die of old age. At 98.

techfan979 · MagykWire

I've got a strong feeling I'm going to die abit earlier than most people at in my 50's or 60s.

dOMITUPSYK · Loonatic

Shirako wrote:

I do not want... limb problems.

>_> I have a limb problem. You got a problem with limb problems?!

That was a joke but this is not:

I have a birth defect that entitles me to say this:

That's a poor excuse for not wanting to grow old. Limb problems don't mean suffering. I don't suffer from syndactyly/ectro-(ecto? I forget.)-dactly, I enjoy every minute of it. It's true when they say some people define themselves by a certain something or other, a lot of men define themselves by the size of their u-no-whut, most women defind themselves by the size of their waist/boobs/butt or how pretty/sexy they are, I define myself by my hand.

It's not aesthetically pleasing; the fingernails on my thumb are ingrown and must be kept up (solved with a couple of whacks with the clippers); it's hard for me to hold on to big stuff, cans, heavy books, etc (solved by either wrapping my hand around it/ putting it in the crook of my elbow); the muscle is atrophising (solved with aspirin), and I know i'll have arthritis in it if I don't already (also solved with medication).

I'm not fussing or anything, I'm simply stating and defending my case. The entire right side of my body is off balance because of this one little thing, and yes, there are times I look at myself and see two different people and feel self conscious about it, but I just remind myself I'm Gemini and this adequately reflects both sides of my personality: My left side, the normal side which governs my home and school life, and the decisions I make when high strung (stressed, angry, etc); and my right side, which governs my social life and the "art" of my life (music, song, dance, etc), and everything not taken by the left side (most of it. XP)

Original case: Bad excuse.
Original argument: Find ways around it.

You know how I love to talk.

Shirako · Anthros

I doubt that you wanted to include the organ problems, dOMITUPSYK, but face it; when you get old, those begin to fail. The limb problem is a weak statement, but I was not making an argument. I was merely giving an example of being physically disabled as you get older. Also, as humans get into their late years of life, their immune system starts to deteriorate, and they become more susceptible to illnesses and diseases.

I would rather not get old and suffer through my life with these possibilities. I would rather die before any of that happens.

Dragon Wing · Gone

I will die when I die.

techfan979 · MagykWire

Thats probably the trueist thing I've ever heard.

dOMITUPSYK · Loonatic

Shirako wrote:

I doubt that you wanted to include the organ problems, dOMITUPSYK, but face it; when you get old, those begin to fail. The limb problem is a weak statement, but I was not making an argument. I was merely giving an example of being physically disabled as you get older. Also, as humans get into their late years of life, their immune system starts to deteriorate, and they become more susceptible to illnesses and diseases.

I would rather not get old and suffer through my life with these possibilities. I would rather die before any of that happens.

*bangs head on table* How is that I speak so clearly and yet people still misunderstand me? Did I ever say you were making an argument? No. Case closed. I'm irritable. Case closed on that one, too.

Dragon Wing: Dangit. I have brains, but no words. You have them both. I NEEDZ WORDZ

LoonaticsF · Loonatic

*ahem*
I don’t quite know how to start that…
Ok, putting everything on the table, especially what happened this week and more especially yesterday, and in extension, the fact that my life has become a burden I want to get rid of, I would say that I have a change of mind, and that there is 95% possibility of me going further than just thinking and going close.
Just wanted to let that out.

techfan979 · MagykWire

This will probably sound petty, but technically I've moved up to the ''attempted it.'' category.

Last night I tried to choke myself with my pillow by just pressing it over my head. I got to the point I started feeling nocius and dizzy. I could feel panic starting to come over me, and I knew I wasn't going to finish the job. So I took the pillow off again.

kari bunny · Beast

I never thought of doing it,even though i get bullied constantly at school*growls*I hate school!Anyway what made you attemped suicide anyway techfan?Oh and if you did fall
uncousious your brain would signal the nerve system to get you to start breathing again!

techfan979 · MagykWire

The thing is you can't breathe with a pillow pressed over your head. But you'd just fling it off by reflex anyway.

I don't want to discuss what made me try. I don't have a full justification for it either.

kari bunny · Beast

oh im sorry!

techfan979 · MagykWire

No, it's perfectly fine. I'm not touchy, you were just asking.

Frada The Ferret · Out of This World

I tried starving myself but that actually solved my problems because everyone was teasing my coz of my weight. How odd!

lilypupu123 · Beast

I used to think of jumping out my bedroom window, but life is better now...

sPaDe-ThE-bUnNy · Anthros

SUICIDE?! that's a bad thing to do man, you're just gonna' waste your life that God gave you by doing that thing?!, for me I'm not going to do this crazy thing and I ain't suicidal. I'm wanna be still alive, nuff said just don't do this thing..

XtreamCrazy · BUT MY CHEESE WILL GET COLD. D8

Spade... Seriously... STOP BRINGING UP OLD POSTS. D:

sPaDe-ThE-bUnNy · Anthros

oooooohhhhhhhh.....sorry my bad..^__^;;;