(Warning: This song fic is pretty much EXTREMELY emotional! This came into my mind as I was listening to a good, and I mean GOOD song.)
Before I start, this is the setting. I am an AcexTech fan, so...eh... After a huge break-up between the two, they have one final argument before leaving each other for good. LYRICS WILL BE CHANGED A LITTLE!
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Tech turned around, storming off down the sidewalk. That was the last time he was ever gonna see his first love again. Maybe. He went back to his apartment and confined himself to his room. Shutting his blinds, locking his door and undressing himself to his underwear and shorts, he grabbed a bottle of water and layed against the door of his room.
I have to block out thoughts of you, so I don't lose my head. They crawl in like a ****roach leaving babies in my bed. Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I'm alone.
Playing movies in my head that make a romance feel like home. There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain. An ounce of peace is all I want for you. Will you never call again? And will you never say that you love me just to put it in my face? And will you never try to reach me? It is I that wanted space.
Tech finally got up and threw his picture at his mirror, breaking it and letting tears flow down his cheeks like two sorrowful waterfalls. He dropped to the ground and sobbed uncontrollably.
Hate me today! Hate me tomorrow! Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you!
He covered his eyes with his hands, letting all of his pain and anger flow through his mind and releasing it in the form of tears.
Hate me in ways! Yeah, ways hard to swollow! Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you!
I'm sober now for 3 whole months. That's an accomplishment that you helped me with. The one thing that tore us apart is the one thing I won't touch again. In a sick way, I wanna thank you for holding my head up late at night. And while I was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fight.
You never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate. You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take. So, I'll drive so ****ing far away, so I won't even cross your mind. And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind.
Tech got up and collected himself and went over to the phone. Picking it up, he wondered if he should call him one last time. Just to give him a piece of his mind. Something, however, made him change his mind.
Hate me today! Hate me tomorrow! Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you.
Hate me in ways! Yeah, ways hard to swollow. Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you. For you...
I like the detail you've put in this. If you didn't say at the beginning that it was a AcexTech fic, I would have kept reading the story just to find out who is it he argued with. Overall, this is a very good fan fic and if there is a second chapter to this, I would be very much looking forward to it.
Poor Tech. If I were there when he started crying, I'd wrap my arms around him, pull him into a warm hug and lick the waterfalls of tears flowing down Tech's cheeks with my tongue.
I'd just cuddle Tech and lick all his tears away if I saw him cry.
