I just really hate me right now for no reason. I'm thinking about killing my site, I don't like it anymore. I guess because I didn't make it myself, I uploaded from stuff they already had.
The only thing I can say right now is dangit.
Argh.
Emotarkonz
Tech: Is it possible you hate yourself because you're bored and have nothing better to do? Me: ... no. :( Tech: *sigh* *shows me picture of Brainy wearing Richie's jacket* Me: They killed it... DX They killed the Legion...DX Just like they killed LU... Tech: >_> Dang. I was hoping this phase of her life was over, and yet it has returned... Me: Yeh, well it ain't a picnic for me either. I WANT HAPPY PILLS DAMMIT
-- Edited by dOMITUPSYK at 23:50, 2008-03-22
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Herr A: We didn't put a Christmas tree up, nothin'. We went to the beach. It was wonderful. BUT... I got in water up to my... crotch area, and when that wave hit ALLLLLLLL my business went running towards my intestinal tract...
Everyone gets a feeling of hate once in a while and I think that Tech could be right when he says that it's possible because you have noting to do. People will often blame themselves for any kind of reason whether it's legitimate or not. It's all depending on their mood or how they approach something. But don't feel bad, everybody makes mistakes.
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... I'm not an anti-Rev. I just really love Kuzco.
Edit: Heh. I forgot to switch me keyboard from Russian back to English. It's SUPPOSED to say "I still want happy pills.", buy what it ACTUALLY says is "Sh 'iyeshdd tsftye rfzzn zshdd'iyu" which means nothing at all in any language. XD
-- Edited by dOMITUPSYK at 15:47, 2008-03-23
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Herr A: We didn't put a Christmas tree up, nothin'. We went to the beach. It was wonderful. BUT... I got in water up to my... crotch area, and when that wave hit ALLLLLLLL my business went running towards my intestinal tract...
Speacil kind of therapy? That isnt very accurate. How much do you actuelly know about psychology? Trust me I have a fine scattering of knowledge around this and anti-depressant pills work.
YOU WILL NOT TAKE ME HAPPEH PILLZ AWAYZ I needz dem.
When I finally get some, anyways. DX I'm pretty sure nothing else is going to work. All I know is SOMETHING better work, because I'm fraggin' sick and tired of being sick and tired of everything, which stems from depression, which in my case stems from bi-polar...
Just to prove I am in fact bipolar, I'm alright today... not as sane as a sane person, mind you, but sane enough. XD I was acutally mildly HAPPY earlier. (You should also know I was alone in the house at that point, so I know not being on my own has something to do with it, however, there were times that even by myself, I was still really bummed.) YAY APPOINTMENT TOMORROZ and I needs to shower. You should see the state of my hair. It's awful. You'd be grossed out if you saw how greasy my hair is right now. XD
Hopefully, the psych-whoever-ogist will have results. (Whichever the one is that gives out teh pillz of teh happyz.)
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Herr A: We didn't put a Christmas tree up, nothin'. We went to the beach. It was wonderful. BUT... I got in water up to my... crotch area, and when that wave hit ALLLLLLLL my business went running towards my intestinal tract...
Speacil kind of therapy? That isnt very accurate. How much do you actuelly know about psychology? Trust me I have a fine scattering of knowledge around this and anti-depressant pills work.
But what about side effects? Wouldn't it just make things worse?
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... I'm not an anti-Rev. I just really love Kuzco.
Well I talked with my couselor, and he talks with teh Psycho Analyzer Guy, and P.A.G. says I have ADHD and depression, which explains the cycles. :/ I say he's wrong, but we'll try it his way, and if it works, good for me. DX Still no medication yet, we're talking about stuff that will help me afford it (because I live with a 81 y.o. woman who's husband is deceased, and my mom makes about as much as my nanny draws, and Aunt Connie lives in Alabama, Uncle Mike saves all he can [so when he dies {not in the near future, I say} everyone else can get his money {???}]).
All I know is I want medicines. DX
As for side effects, I know one side effect of ADHD meds is weight gain. I say Bring it on. Hell, I'm 50 lbs. overweight and destined to die of DIABEETUS when I'm 96 anyways, so what's 50 more? (Yes, nearly every woman in my family was almost 100 when she died- the only reason Great Granny Cogdell died at 91 was because she had breast cancer and her body couldn't handle the anesthesia. Other than that, she could run circles around my fat ass now. DX Curse these genetics!)
Edit: I forgot to tell you, I was HAPPY today. ???? OoO
WTF? Factor in the fact I was playing with a baby. That may be the reason, cause I wants one-a dem, too. DX But not one that's mine, I have to be able to give it back when I'm done. XD
-- Edited by dOMITUPSYK at 16:24, 2008-03-27
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Herr A: We didn't put a Christmas tree up, nothin'. We went to the beach. It was wonderful. BUT... I got in water up to my... crotch area, and when that wave hit ALLLLLLLL my business went running towards my intestinal tract...
Well I talked with my couselor, and he talks with teh Psycho Analyzer Guy, and P.A.G. says I have ADHD and depression, which explains the cycles. :/ I say he's wrong, but we'll try it his way, and if it works, good for me. DX Still no medication yet, we're talking about stuff that will help me afford it (because I live with a 81 y.o. woman who's husband is deceased, and my mom makes about as much as my nanny draws, and Aunt Connie lives in Alabama, Uncle Mike saves all he can [so when he dies {not in the near future, I say} everyone else can get his money {???}]).
All I know is I want medicines. DX
As for side effects, I know one side effect of ADHD meds is weight gain. I say Bring it on. Hell, I'm 50 lbs. overweight and destined to die of DIABEETUS when I'm 96 anyways, so what's 50 more? (Yes, nearly every woman in my family was almost 100 when she died- the only reason Great Granny Cogdell died at 91 was because she had breast cancer and her body couldn't handle the anesthesia. Other than that, she could run circles around my fat ass now. DX Curse these genetics!)
Edit: I forgot to tell you, I was HAPPY today. ???? OoO
WTF? Factor in the fact I was playing with a baby. That may be the reason, cause I wants one-a dem, too. DX But not one that's mine, I have to be able to give it back when I'm done. XD
-- Edited by dOMITUPSYK at 16:24, 2008-03-27
doma, its free in Canada because they have socialized medicine, move. You can expect pretty much everything to be better in Canada.
I still think that sometimes, there might be something harmful in the medicine. I could be wrong and sometimes it helps. You could prescribe medicine which is one thing, but sometimes, anti depressant pills could be harmful. They could either be stimulants or they could make you fall asleep when unnecessary. If you go to the doctor and he/she gives you a prescription, then that's fine. But sometimes, pills could work and be harmful in the long run.
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Oddity: Aww. :( At least you had one. I WANTS SNOWZ DX Techfan: The counselor officially sucks, and his test sucks. I have every symptom of bi-polar disorder, paranoid schizophrenia, and severe depression, and THAT'S what he comes up with. RevRunner: NSAID's cause heart attacks. 'Nuff said.
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Herr A: We didn't put a Christmas tree up, nothin'. We went to the beach. It was wonderful. BUT... I got in water up to my... crotch area, and when that wave hit ALLLLLLLL my business went running towards my intestinal tract...
Eh??? I was talking about myself, silly you. I is not [unipolar]. STUPID DANG PSYCHOLOGIST GUY
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Herr A: We didn't put a Christmas tree up, nothin'. We went to the beach. It was wonderful. BUT... I got in water up to my... crotch area, and when that wave hit ALLLLLLLL my business went running towards my intestinal tract...
''Techfan: The counselor officially sucks, and his test sucks. I have every symptom of bi-polar disorder, paranoid schizophrenia, and severe depression, and THAT'S what he comes up with. ''
The ''I'' make it sounds like me techfan.
Edit: Forget it, I understand now, you were doing a multi person answer.
XD We confused each other. Tech: You're always confused. Me: *chokes him* DUMB DOG Tech: ??? Why are you choking ME?! What did I do?! Me: DX Cliff hanger! DX I MUST FIND OUT WHAT HAPPENS TO TEH BRAINY Tech: Oh. HIM again. *grrrrrrr*
I've been eating chocolate all day. It's obvious.
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Herr A: We didn't put a Christmas tree up, nothin'. We went to the beach. It was wonderful. BUT... I got in water up to my... crotch area, and when that wave hit ALLLLLLLL my business went running towards my intestinal tract...
Oddity: Aww. :( At least you had one. I WANTS SNOWZ DX Techfan: The counselor officially sucks, and his test sucks. I have every symptom of bi-polar disorder, paranoid schizophrenia, and severe depression, and THAT'S what he comes up with. RevRunner: NSAID's cause heart attacks. 'Nuff said.
What are NSaids?
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... I'm not an anti-Rev. I just really love Kuzco.
Herr A: We didn't put a Christmas tree up, nothin'. We went to the beach. It was wonderful. BUT... I got in water up to my... crotch area, and when that wave hit ALLLLLLLL my business went running towards my intestinal tract...
Herr A: We didn't put a Christmas tree up, nothin'. We went to the beach. It was wonderful. BUT... I got in water up to my... crotch area, and when that wave hit ALLLLLLLL my business went running towards my intestinal tract...
I have complied a list of stuff since the 2nd week in April to SHOW that guy I am bipolar. >_>
Excerpt: "4/17: Irate, hostile to the point it caused chest pain, mood improved slightly from the hours of 4-11, by 11 was euphoric, turned music up to deafening decibel and sang, may as well have been drunk- stumbling, slurring, gesturing wildly, finally got bored and went to bed at 12 (Stayed in room until time to eat, went back and stayed in the rest of the night, did not sing louder than the music [I was crazy, not stupid])"
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Herr A: We didn't put a Christmas tree up, nothin'. We went to the beach. It was wonderful. BUT... I got in water up to my... crotch area, and when that wave hit ALLLLLLLL my business went running towards my intestinal tract...
Herr A: We didn't put a Christmas tree up, nothin'. We went to the beach. It was wonderful. BUT... I got in water up to my... crotch area, and when that wave hit ALLLLLLLL my business went running towards my intestinal tract...
Herr A: We didn't put a Christmas tree up, nothin'. We went to the beach. It was wonderful. BUT... I got in water up to my... crotch area, and when that wave hit ALLLLLLLL my business went running towards my intestinal tract...
See "I DID SOMETHING BAD JUST NOW" in Controversy for a latest run down of suckage. >_>
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Herr A: We didn't put a Christmas tree up, nothin'. We went to the beach. It was wonderful. BUT... I got in water up to my... crotch area, and when that wave hit ALLLLLLLL my business went running towards my intestinal tract...
I NEED to learn to say it- WITHOUT a worty dird getting laced in with it. ^^;
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Herr A: We didn't put a Christmas tree up, nothin'. We went to the beach. It was wonderful. BUT... I got in water up to my... crotch area, and when that wave hit ALLLLLLLL my business went running towards my intestinal tract...
TEH BOYD I think he is/was having of teh crush!! JK.
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Herr A: We didn't put a Christmas tree up, nothin'. We went to the beach. It was wonderful. BUT... I got in water up to my... crotch area, and when that wave hit ALLLLLLLL my business went running towards my intestinal tract...
Herr A: We didn't put a Christmas tree up, nothin'. We went to the beach. It was wonderful. BUT... I got in water up to my... crotch area, and when that wave hit ALLLLLLLL my business went running towards my intestinal tract...